The meaning of Life?

Hey Guys!

Well, time for a new rant again. I haven't written in a long time I guess, btu who would care right? I just kind of figured how much my life is maybe a real lie? Or maybe I'm just kidding around? I don't really know, eveert persons life is a monotone gesture of children never to be born, never to be heard or never to be seen. I think it's just too much shit in the world that it's not too good to be true. Maybe I'm just a hater for life? Or maybe I've just misunderstood the way of living?

To be honest? Well my life is fairly well built I guess. I have a family, well two actually. My mother and father are divorced so I have a major set of siblings. I have great friends that I really adore and love I also have the best boyfriend even though we don't get along all the time, depending on each others mood. I have a home, food, water much more then other people have so I guess my life is as normal as it can be, right? every life has it's own twist. Even so I don't really get myself bothered by how much I really hate my life I've always gotten my head over water because i get easily moody. I'm never that person being calm enough to not show what I really think of. I can hide that I'm nervous yes, but only for awhile. If it gets too bad I'll probably run away.

So it is easy to guess right? I'm sitting here bored as hell in my Norwegian class, and for what? So that I can stay close to school before going to get my cell phone. God I miss that phone! I hate beign separated from that and internet, though I really just want to sit upon a horse and set off into a heavy canter. I don't want myself sitting in class thinking about things that are of no importance because frankly, I'm now having a rant about everything but crap About how life really is, how much of this little thing called living we really do. I feel like being in a Sims 2 movie or something. You eat, go to the bathroom, go to school, come home, do homework, eat and then go to sleep. Or you just work, what kind of life is that? I don't really know anymore, I just know that life is nothing of what it is truly told to be.

Yeah, another new rant about life in general, and the only thing you got to know about me?

Yeah I was bored and I'm not fond of living...

See ya soon!

-Free

The class from Hell

Hey guys

So, I'm not the biggest fan of our german teacher. I mean, his nice and all, but his classes are boring and he gets mad when people are doing something that ruins his plan. I mean, it's ok I guess though he does not need to get REALLY mad at other people when it was their boss who told them to do it. He is really tiresome. -_-'

Ok, so my grammar in English isn't the best so bear with me guys, and I'f your Norwegian I shall try writing anything in Norwegian. If I want to. Either way, I hope school will soon end so that the weekend can start. Going to have my aunt "babysit" me and my sisters and step siblings. Yeah right, like that's going to happen. She's nice though, so I'm going to be happy not being alone to watch them. My mom and her boyfriend is going to a wedding or somethign so I need to watch my 4 month old baby brother a couple of hours, I'm so excited!

His the most adorablt little kid in the world! I'll give you all a picture if you want to show him, I feel like talking to myself and at the same time I'm not, wow I got problems ehhhehe. Well anyway, it's just a little headsup on what is going on, having computer and then Norwegian where I have to translate from English to Norway and then another Norwegian accent. It's no fun at all and I'm going to have visit tomorrow >_<

School really does ruin everything now and then. But, we need education to survive in thsi bloody world. With no money, no food, shelter or water. And to be honest, that does not sound too good. I really hope I can get myself to write more on this site, and I will, because I love writing =)

Catch you guys later!

~Free