Been a long time hasn't it? Yeah, well I've been kind of busy with school, Christmas Holiday and all that crap, as well as dealing with my father's annoying nagging on. "You haven't done that, why haven't you? I've told you this before." And if his not yelling at me his playing Battlefield two on his computer, oh he is really social, and his nagging on me to be it. But I'm starting to grow tired of his nagging. Seriously, I can't remember when we had fun together, found something to do instead of him telling me; they either have no money, don't want to, worked and is sooo tired. I'm just tired of it. And this week as been tiresome as well. Can't wait for a weekend when I'm going to be completely alone! My mental health isn't really at it's peak right now. I mean, I had great fun at my bestfriend's place, I love her to guts <3
I'm thinking of other things instead. I wonder however how I can tell my father that I want my boyrfriend to come in my little sisters birthday. How will my family react? Will they like him? We've been going out for 18 months and 14 days and yet, only one of my uncle and aunt have met my boyfriend on my fathers side. For me it's not a huge deal, but my head goes around that if my grandparents don't like him, then will the whole family automaticly not like him? If that really happens I swear, I will move out from his home. I'll even tell him to go to hell because I won't live like the old days, if they can't like him then too bad for them. I love him more than anything. His my world, my sun and I don't know what I would do without him or any of my friends for that matter. I would probably decide to jump of school or ruin my life, so what? Without one of those three people that are so precious too me I can not see the daylight at all. Loosing one means loosing a part of myself. Each of my friends has a part of course, but these three are special and will always be. I can listen to them and they listen to me, I love you all! <3
Well, I don't really know what more to say? Today was so boring, well if I look away from the funny question from one of my classmates XD It went like this. We were in the dressing room and they were talking about something, I don't know what it was, didn't catch it. But suddenly one of the girls questions us girls being the last ones. "Anyone having sex when your parents are home? How can you do that?" I was like this inside my mind. 'Oh, that's easy, you should try.' But I couldn't say it out loud. It was seriosuly too funny hehe. Then came a rather ok class, in Economy, only that I couldn't get the numbers to match it still annoys me the heck -_- The Technology class as well, it was funny because I totally epic failed it but so made it totally rock! And then there was History and Philosophy, I almost fell asleep. So after this I have several things to do. Like piss off my dad with asking several questions, pretend to be stupid to get new shoes, wash two rooms, get my stuff at moms, straighten my hair, do homework and that's about it. I hate it...I so wanna kick my german teachers ass for giving us so much homework as well as mysefl for being dumb and take on me extra work because I'm so screwed in that class. But oh well, that's life I guess. Anyway! I'll catch yah later mkay?
I'm thinking of other things instead. I wonder however how I can tell my father that I want my boyrfriend to come in my little sisters birthday. How will my family react? Will they like him? We've been going out for 18 months and 14 days and yet, only one of my uncle and aunt have met my boyfriend on my fathers side. For me it's not a huge deal, but my head goes around that if my grandparents don't like him, then will the whole family automaticly not like him? If that really happens I swear, I will move out from his home. I'll even tell him to go to hell because I won't live like the old days, if they can't like him then too bad for them. I love him more than anything. His my world, my sun and I don't know what I would do without him or any of my friends for that matter. I would probably decide to jump of school or ruin my life, so what? Without one of those three people that are so precious too me I can not see the daylight at all. Loosing one means loosing a part of myself. Each of my friends has a part of course, but these three are special and will always be. I can listen to them and they listen to me, I love you all! <3
Well, I don't really know what more to say? Today was so boring, well if I look away from the funny question from one of my classmates XD It went like this. We were in the dressing room and they were talking about something, I don't know what it was, didn't catch it. But suddenly one of the girls questions us girls being the last ones. "Anyone having sex when your parents are home? How can you do that?" I was like this inside my mind. 'Oh, that's easy, you should try.' But I couldn't say it out loud. It was seriosuly too funny hehe. Then came a rather ok class, in Economy, only that I couldn't get the numbers to match it still annoys me the heck -_- The Technology class as well, it was funny because I totally epic failed it but so made it totally rock! And then there was History and Philosophy, I almost fell asleep. So after this I have several things to do. Like piss off my dad with asking several questions, pretend to be stupid to get new shoes, wash two rooms, get my stuff at moms, straighten my hair, do homework and that's about it. I hate it...I so wanna kick my german teachers ass for giving us so much homework as well as mysefl for being dumb and take on me extra work because I'm so screwed in that class. But oh well, that's life I guess. Anyway! I'll catch yah later mkay?
Love Mally <3
